a fairytall i;m living<3_**

2010-12-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

Officially Missing You

2010-12-18T23:18:00.002+08:00

All I do is lay around
two years full of tears
from looking at your face on the wall

just a week ago you were my baby

now I dont even know you at all
I dont know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now
so that I could get through to you somehow
but I guess its safe to say, baby
safe to say
that I Im officially missing you

4th time in Bintan

2010-12-17T22:35:00.039+08:00

Hey hey people , i'm back from Bintan .
Getting rounder and darker . DAMN IT.
but the point is , i enjoy my holiday !!

Gonna upload only some pictures ..

Day 1 , 12 Dec 2010
Check in and dinner .

Day 2 , 13 Dec 2010
Breakfast , Go Kart, Bowling , Swimming & Bbq.

this is what happen when i say No to swimming .

Day 3 , 14 Dec 2010
Go out tour to idk where .

Day 4 , 15 dec 2010
Indoor activities& Dinner at kelong .

Day 5, 16 dec 2010
last day of fun

hungry people in the middle of the night .
hungry = cook maggie .

LAST DAY .

17 dec 2010 , at breakfast .

AWWWW I MISS THIS MAN .

choices

2010-12-11T14:05:00.001+08:00

If eu wanna read , go on . I know i teared .

...MARRIAGE...

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release.

The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife.The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with thedivorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.

Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

Who is ?

2010-12-04T21:54:00.002+08:00

Oooh I Know I'm Not Perfect
But At The End Of The Day Who Is?
She Wanted Someone that's Perfect
Oh Ok
But Can You Tell Me Who Is?

I MISS JAPAN.

Yes because now from where i am, it's the raining season.
The weather, the feeling just make me miss Japan.
Oh man!

random photo.

life have been the best, staying positive.
one more week to go till my holiday.
WOOT WOOT.

boy, you make me confuse?

KP

2010-11-26T15:20:00.003+08:00

You know Katy Perry is my influence, right?

Yeah, i cut my hair short like about my shoulder length.
Goodbye long-long hair.
This sunday 28 Nov 2010 marks 1week.

Maybe i should get crazy highlights like her too?

THE COLOUR IS SO YUMMEH ;)

HEI SUSHI

2010-11-18T15:59:00.007+08:00

OMG, *cough*

my blog is dusty.
reason #1 for not updating: nothing to update.
reason #2 for not updating: not sure if anyone is reading.

kay whatever la, i shall talk to myself instead.

16 NOV 2010

The day i got test at 9.30 - 10.30am but i woke up at 10am and reach school at 12pm :)
but still, i got to take the test okey.

After test, class was dismiss.

Den i meet Iqah at Yck after her class ended.

Yes the girl below here is Iqah.
We both always got mistaken by friends and customer!
we both look almost the same, somemore in the same working uniform and tie-ing or hair. HEHEHEHEHEE.
my twinny!

after dhat, i changed and get ready to meet Atiqa at Sembawang, yes another atiqa without the "H". haha :)

the kenyang's people.
cannot hide the kenyang anymore.

At shop n save at about 1am :D

skittles

2010-10-17T13:28:00.006+08:00

i went out wf zara and have dinner at Fish market, like at last!! haha.

just now at yishun i saw this baby having a good time!!
awww, cute rightt!!!!

if my son or daughter don't want to take a shower, i will find this shop sia!! so cuteeeeeee!

ohh, i had this open house just now, den i wanna wear this top skali my mum ask me to change because people going haji later tak jadi go haji. wah my mum uhh!!

so this is what i wear, with my hair back :))

ok 'm coloring my hair red now.
yes, i'm crazy!!

goodnight baby. loves

Time is VERY Gold

2010-10-04T22:27:00.003+08:00

it's time

2010-10-02T22:15:00.004+08:00

NEED A NEW WATCH.
HEHE. DONE!

shop for school

2010-10-02T20:06:00.003+08:00

School is starting soon.
Only left with one week, wohoo!
Can't wait to see my babydolls in school, oh ya no more McPherson!

Next week gonna spend all my time shopping.
and store outing is a few more weeks.
Wohaaaa~

Ok i'm gonna take a rest now.
nightnight !

happy kan bodoh

2010-09-29T19:34:00.003+08:00

I wanna blog but i got nothing to blog.
Hmpff. Well.. I don't know!

I'm gonna private my blog for awhile.
Do tag, while eu still can. or at least formspring me ;))

I Need Strawberry Chocolateeee, or maybe a ice cream sound good.

Or maybe all i need is a hug to heal.

tkmo kepo please

2010-09-27T11:55:00.000+08:00

abeh how?

lapanbelas

2010-09-27T11:37:00.001+08:00

Will update soon ;)

rambot lawarr

2010-09-16T18:46:00.005+08:00

So what's new ?
Nothing, for me.

So yesterday was my last paper and my last day in Ite Macpherson.
So no more going to to Singpore post for Mac Value lunch or ljs or kfc.
hehe. kk whatever.

After paper, went to Tamp 1 cause one of my friend wanted to get her kicks. after which we all change in the toilet dgn muke balek skola and kasot skola, we went to town. Lol-ing.

Walk around, do hair den eat kfc inside the saloon.
Orang dier gerek! heehe! kite beli baju and kasot try2 dlm kedai dier, dier tk kesah and join in jugak. haha!

den bf fetch me at the busstop den we go home.
he fetch me at 9.20 but i reach home at 12+. Loling.

Enjoy the pictures.

and comment on my hair, cuz i dont like it .

SEE!! Bella hair.

Ni, fizah hair !

And this one, Zara hairr !

And today, sesungguhnyer aku blom makan.
Yes kalau aku blom makan, aku buat peragai. HAHA!
sorry.

bye. Love love.

someone got my baby

2010-09-07T16:08:00.002+08:00

I was thinking about her
I'm thinking about me
I'm thinking about us
Where we gonna be

Open my eyes And realize that
it was only just a dream

YAY !!
HARI RAYA IS DRAWIN NEARRR !
AND SO IS MY BIRTHDAY !

wweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Someone tag me this photo.
Ug, childhood memories and Pandan house memory.
this is love, man!

And i want this pink room in my new house please?
hehe.

ok bye.
this is called random posting.
gonna get ready for werq now.

ohh, and i didnt went to school.
I woke up at 8 den sleep back, den someone call at 9.30 and i guess its too late to go school den i sleep back all the way till 1.23 when someone call me again. HAHA!

ok bye, someone just officially call me a Lazy girl.
love.

r a y a

2010-09-04T18:51:00.004+08:00

Not going to post anything about you,
because you're not worth it. Winkz ;)

Hello, yours truly here.

Just got back from werq, not really la.
I finish at 3 den meet my mama at lot 1, she go change her shoe size.
Den my daddy fetch us there, go marsling.
Buy bottle drinks for raya !
The flavour all i choose. Cheeytt!

Tengok tuuuuu, eye bag.
boleh simpan duit seyyy.
Slalu bergantung dkat phone malam2.
Tsktsk. No more ok ica, no more. :]

And this year raya, i don't think im going to perm it or rebond it or highlight it or colour it or do something crazy. Maybe?
See the mood!

Oh and after sooo long, today is like the how many times i fast.
Clap hands. I havent been fasting, because i is simply lazy.
Ok la, gonna break fast like really soon, less than 12minutes.

I am so starving because i didn't wake up this morning and i only had Hotdogs and juice last night. Got to go.

Love ya.

Hari Raye

2010-09-01T21:13:00.023+08:00

Hey people Puase Lagi 8 hari yerr..Lepas tu HARI RAYE!!! yesssaaa!!!!

Well people, every day a human being named 'Zan a.k.a Batman Kering would sing
or wad we call "shiok Sendiri" lagu HARI RAYE dkt tengah2 dunia yerr( i am meaning in e middle of workshop)

Memang agak rumit ehk utk puan2 dan tuan2 nk paham tapi tk pe kiter mesti ingat RAYE da dekat..Woohooo!!

As i was saying Hari Raye dah dkt ...

So kepade umat umat Islam yang tercinta YOU know wad tat means right??

DUIIIIIIITTTT!!!!! hahaha

Walaupon kiter ni umur da 18 years tua tapi tk mengape yerr...

Tuhan kate rezeki jgn ditolak, $2 still DUIT kn..??

... Ape lagi jgn Tunggu dan Jgn Wait ...

Juz GRAB MONEY people okay!!!

amacm Plan bagos tk?? ;)
hahahaha!!

Okay itu saje saye nk ckp

Wa Taufiq Wa Hidayah Wassalammualaikum Warrahmatullahhi wa Barakattuh

Enjoy People and Selamat Hari Raye Maaf Zahir dan ilmu Batin

["ehem ehem" duit raye jgn LUPER hehehe =)]

dope

2010-09-01T15:30:00.002+08:00

RAMBUT DIA LAWAAAAAAAA!!
love the colour!

Macam nk highlight jer, macam nk potong rambot jerr.
Ni macam hint hint jer.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHEE
winks winkssszzzszsz!

i just did

2010-09-01T12:25:00.006+08:00

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

Heyyyyyyy!! I wanted to update yesterday but i don't know what i did.

So here is goes.

This one was on the Monday!
As usual school at 9, i think we reach quite early than any the other days.
We reach at 9.30? i think so.

Den did nothing liike seriously.
Ohh, we had Thoery Mock test!
lol, didnt even study siaaaaaaaaaaaa, and left all saq question blank.
I answered the mcq only and den i sleep.
Just when i received the paper, i sddenly felt sleppy.
So ya lahh, i woke up den i look2 around den i ston while people is like talking to me.
HAHA. den pass the teacher the paper, i told him i don't know.
den the teacher told us the answer for mcq because almost all didnt do the saq den class end.

After dhat, went to Jp to werq lor.
Short of manpower!
Like crazy i tell eu, but fun.

Ok and this was Tuesday.
Same class start at 9 but i think we reach just on time went the Practical test started.

Hahaha.
Everyone is like having their Teacher's day celebration while we are doing test.
Sodehh! Oh we reach sch, everyone is like gg home.

Tie hair lor, inside aircon room also can feel the warmness.
hahaha. random.

Today is wednesday!!
And its a school holiday.
wtf, sungguh wtf seriously.
Ite got sch holiday, how come during nitec my teacher say..
" this is a post secondary/ite, we dont celebrate teachers day anymore"
but still, who care. i didnt come to school too. haha!

Ok bye, i wanna rest den go werq later.
Oh yesterday someone encourage me to continue fasting because only left less than 10 days mahh. He say he wanna wake me up in the morning.
Cheat my feelings sey! Grr.
Hungry now!

xoxo

ehem2

2010-08-31T00:05:00.004+08:00

If you ever make ya girlfriend mad

Dont let ya good girl go bad

Drop 5 stacks on the make up bag

Drop drop 5 stacks on the make up bag

l o s t

2010-08-28T21:26:00.003+08:00

My family iPhone.

And finally my 3g have been replaced !
because my 3g tk gune, home button pecah !
Ok, no need to marah2 anymore because im not using it anymore.

So when i say im not using it anymore,
I AM ALSO NOT USING THE NUMBER ALREADY HOR.
I will be.. until my birthday den i will deactivated the number permanently.
I got a new number, ask for it please.

this was last week?
When i watch Step Up 3 for the 2nd time. heh heh!
I really love dhat movie.
And den there's this song in the movie which make me think about a person.
Idk la, dier la laen la skrg.
He di-sap-pear, no news no nothing.

And i realized he deleted his post and everything in my blog.
Grr, sedih or wad, nvr even leave a memory behind.
Hmpff. Eu say eu nvr leave me? :(

Bye la, tkmo emo2 lagy la.
Bye nk tido!
N remember, me birthday less than a month!

Rainbow Pumpkin

2010-08-24T22:23:00.006+08:00

There's this girl (this girl), the one and only wonder of this world (my world),
And it don't matter if the road gets rough (yeah), if me rich or poor (yeah),
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl).
IMY :(

24 Aug 2010.

I decided to bake rainbow cupcakes.
Because i saw one of my friend tweet dhat she was doing cupcakes for her mum!
And i was like wow, i never do this before.

So, i try to bake it today.
Went to Cold storage, ntuc and shop&save to buy the ingredients.
My gf, Shidot and Big sister help out. :D
It was fun.

The inside of the cupcakes.

More At My Facebook. :D
Toodles.

ramadhan

2010-08-11T20:09:00.003+08:00

Selamat Berpuasa.
Happy fasting to all Muslims.

Lol. Today is the 1st day of fasting month.
And im so happy i can pull it off, hehe! Hopefully i can fast the whole month without distractions. Hehe! Ppl who know me, knows what i mean.

So today.
Yes i sleep like a pig in class all the way.
And even the bus journey from McPherson to Tampiness i slept.
Tsk tsk. I was really tired, maybe.
And mayb bcuz my head was so dizzy.

And so lucky dhat i didn't werq today.
I really didn't want bcuz i want to break fast at home wf mama!
:D :D

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe Ill get a chance to see you
When i close my eyes
hhahaha. ok ok, it's 8.29pm to be exact.
And i vry vry sleepy now.

Nights. Love eu all!

many2 iphone

2010-08-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

NEEDS A NEW PHONE BADLY :(

cheese salsa

2010-08-06T18:31:00.005+08:00

Heyy! Wanna share some food. Haha.
That time me khayli and zack ate this for snacks!

Let me introduce this hotstuff!
The name is Salsa, It's really really hot and spicy!
But only for awhile, i mean we were like eating it like crazy people.
Red face and everything. haha
And of course after dhat, we eat it with cheese! eheh!

This is Zack n Khayli :)

Ok bye! Love u guys.

he must die right na na naaa

2010-08-04T00:40:00.004+08:00

Today is already consider as 4 Aug.
Wahh so fast already August.
And next week already fasting month!

B t w.
I didn't went to school today, i woke up like wad 12pm and if i get ready to school confirm class finish at 1.. den might as well just forget it kan!
So yeah i sleep back and went to werq at 6pm just nw.
Ohh but i met Shidot baby for awhile because it's been a while.

Ok2.
So today got one faggot customer.
Seriously! Sick in the brain.
This is what happen.....

Ok, to all the customer who bought cookies at any outlets before.
When eu purchase a amount of cookies right, we usually scoop the cookies and weigh it on the scoop right. But of course the scoop itself has no weight because we already set the to no weight la right??
After weighing 300grams of cookies we packed in the bag right?
Den we hand over the bags to the customer, den the customer take it and weight it on the weighing machine and lift up the scoop and starting shouting!!
" Hey how come it's only 200plus cookies! I pay for 300grams u know! "
Den i say we already set the scoop to zero grams so this scoop have no weight!
Den he say, don't be silly. I'm not stupid. Of course everything got weight!
So i say, yes i know u are not stupid and yes everything got weight but this scoop here i already set to zero so, this scoop dosent really count!
He say, " i don't care i want my 300grams cookies WITHOUT the scoop."
I say " what do u want me to do now? "
He say, " weight again on the scale without the scoop "
I add, " den how may i supposed to put the cookies in the bag? "
He answer, " Use your hand "
I reply, " It's unhygienic but since eu want it dhat way ".

Still got the cheek to say, i always buy here.
Don't try to steal my cookies.
( who wants to steal your cookie siaaaaaa -____- )

And yes i swear if i ever see his face again.
I'm going to serve him with a big smile and weight his cookies without the scoop.
Not forgetting with my dirty hands.

I HOPE HE IS EATING THE COOKIES RIGHT NOW AND DIE !!
Serious shit !
This kind of people no brains.

Ok bye wanna sleep.
And so sorry, because today like no mood.

move on

2010-08-01T12:20:00.002+08:00

I saw u with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
Ill admit that I was impressed

AHHHHH, WHATEVER KAY?

Hey! Long time never update.

Fasting month gonna start soon, i'm pretty excited. Hoho.
Btw, yesterday had a blast.
Went home from bugis to town.
Bought not so alot like last time uh.
Didnt spend 300$ this time, i spend only 200+. Gagaga!

Ok ok, duet aku nak mampos!
Time to save.
Next week schdule.

Mon - School till 5 den work from 6 to 10
Tue - School till 5 den work from 6 to 10 again !
Wed - School till 3 den work from 5 to 10
Thursday - school till 6.
Fri - no school work from 9am to 10pm (mampos)
sat - 9 to 3.
sun - no work no school, playtime.

den next week i wont work so much cause i need to start revising for exam and it's already the fasting month. haha!

Ok, i better go out from this house now.
Mummy left me in the morning and now i need to meet her and daddy at Bedok interchange!
I'm effing hungry right now!
I need food, i need Kinder Bueno !
:)

suka la.

2010-07-25T22:06:00.001+08:00

and something to share ;)
click to enlarge.

Kau diam !

2010-07-25T21:18:00.005+08:00

I want my old weight n height back! Haha.
*point picture above*

This was last week, it's on a Friday.
When i got no school and werq.
I catch a movie at Causeway Point with Faz baby!

And the movie was awesome, i suke ^^

AND THIS IS TODAY !

I went to flea market at Bedok today.
Total spend $100.30, oh man !
And the weather is super duper sunny today.

After flea, went to Downtown east for Lunch.
And den we went to Toyogo at Toa Payoh bought some stuff.
Den we went to Hdb hub to get some dessert and bought dinner !
Home sweet home.

Oh yes, it was so sunny dhat i don't really care how i look like in a bun ! heheh. I didn't bump into anyone i know today, so? What the hell who cares ? hehe.

The barang-barangs !

AT LAST, i got burger king for dinner.
Me so happy.

Night night, i wanna sleep.
Stomach happy, eyes sleepy.

el pantang webby

2010-07-23T10:29:00.004+08:00

Hoho. This webby is taken ytd when i reach home from school.
And this is before Alice was here too.
Around or 7plus den we took cab and fetch alice.

And this one i webcam with Zara till morning.
Sampai aku tertido sey sambil webcam.
Yakdush kat elna !

It was fun ah, mak dier pon join sekaki webcam.
And watch movie together.
So funnnny! hoho.

And this morning. I was waken up by this two cutiepie!
Oh and also by this drilling sound upstairs.
And sorrry bacen face!

Today no plan and as usual.
My food crave, nak burger kingggggggggg !
heheh.

Update later.

boring

2010-07-19T18:16:00.004+08:00

I am bored, and i saw this survey in someone's blog.
So i wanna give it a go, why not ?

You’re not allowed to lie, OK?
Ok go.

Did anyone hurt you in the past couple days?
Err, no.

Who was the last girl that called you?
Zara.

Does she mean anything to you?
Yea, she's my classmate!♥

Have you had sex today?
WTH, hell no. -.-

Do you still care about your last ex?
Hell no :)
God bless that poor bastard _|_

Look in your call log, who was your last phone call from?
Mummy.

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Err, nope, mayb?

Does anything on your body hurt right now?
My leg.

Do you believe love can last forever?
Yes, of course ♥

Has anyone had there hand in your pants today?
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!

What should you be doing right now?
Err, rearrange my bed back after moping. hehe

What’s bothering you?
Err, No company bcuz No prepaid, no time, no brains!

Do you own more then one bathing suit?
Yeah, wohoo!

Do you have siblings?
Yeah, big brother, big sister and lil sister :)

Last person you talked to in person?
In person? Don't have.
In groups, have! ♥

Do you think someone’s thinking about you?
Err, maybe? I don't know.

What made you the happiest today?
Ohh KFC Flaming Chilli Chicken! Nak lagy please?

Are you happy with how life is going for you?
HELL YEAH !♥

Is there anyone in particular that you’re missing right now?
YES OF COURSE !

In the last 6 months can you say you truly cared about someone?
Yeah ♥

Are you happier now than you were five months ago?
Eu can say dhat again ♥

Name of your favorite color?
Err, HotPink, LimeGreen, RedHot, SkyBlue, DeepPurple. Ohh so many~

When’s the last time you were outside in the rain?
Err, Saturday. Riding in the rain♥

Do you have feelings for someone?
Of course la! Yakdush.

What is your hair looking like right now?
Curl up in a ball♥

Have you ever been to a Britney Spears concert?
I wish.

Did you sleep alone last night?
Everyday :(

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
Yes, of course!

Are you dating the last person you kissed?
Err, idk. hehe ♥

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
HELL YEAH, NECK PIERCING !

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
Err, maybe.

What’s on your bed right now?
On the bed? Pillows, blanket, one book and school bag.

Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
Yes, money bebeh! hehe.

Ever been called babe/baby?
Uh-huh♥

Say you were given an alcohol test right now, would you pass?
Yes, maybe?

Have you ever kissed the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mummy, of course la ! Yakdushh.

Today did you see ‘that someone’ that makes you happy?
Nope. :(

Who do you hug everyday?
Everyone i meet, must hug! ;)

Do you like tight or loose clothes better?
Both? Depends.

What clothing style do you like on the opposite sex?
Not typical, looks smart and very yummy. haha!

Are you on a laptop?
Nopee.

Do you text more girls, or guys?
Err, guys? wait. Both Even!

Would you consider yourself good looking?
Cute maybe = Ugly but adorable. Cheyyy ;)

Who is your best guy friend?
Idk, oh so manyy.

Who is your last text from?
Shidotbaby♥

Favourite clothing store?
Too many favorites♥

What colour is your hair?
Jetblack, with some tersesat gold streaks at the back.

Why aren’t you dating the person you like?
How to? I don't know his feelings towards me.

If you could visit anywhere, where would you go and why?
Err, bali ? nak holidayy.

What’s your favourite band?
Too manyy.

Do you have a formspring?
Yeahhhhhhhhh, i do!

What would you say is your best feature?
My eyes? Cheeks? hehehhe

Favorite movie?
I got tons!

How much £££ do you have?
$22, really! hahaha

Are you a vegetarian?
Err, not really.

Favourite place to be?
Anywhere i want.

Do you get good grades?
Hehe, used to not anymore.

Playing the field, or serious relationship?
Serious relationship♥

Do you like flirting?
HEHE. Who dosen't?

What do you hear right now?
Playhouse Disney songs, idk what tittle.

Favourite sport to watch?
Volleyball/beach ball♥

Do you ever read the ingredients on food labels?
Sometimes. hehe.

Do you like Paramore?
YEAH♥

How about Twilight?
AHH, NAK JACOB PLEASE?

Justin Bieber?
Ah, yes.

Are you manipulative?
Can say la.

Sexiest thing on the opposite sex?
Dimples, Abbs, Smile♥ hehehehehehe.

Meanest thing someone’s ever done to you?
Ohh, too mean to say here.

Would you rather have one best friend or surrounded by acquaintances?
Err, bestfriend la.

What kind of phone do you have?
Apple Iphone.

What kind of phone do you want?
Iphone 4 or BlackBerry smart phones please?

When’s your birthday?
22 Sept !

Do you like Classic Rock?
Can la.

Rap?
Ok la.

Are you gay?
Hahaha. no -.-

Some random person comes up and tells you you’re sexy, you say?
Haha, crazy people!

Favorite candy?
Strawberry lollypop.

Hot face or hot body?
HOT FACE PLEASEEE !

Ever been hit on by someone older?
Haha, yes.

What state were you born in?
Singapore :)

Long or short hair?
Long hair, but wants longer !

OK BYE, HUNGRY.

lawa la sangat2

2010-07-18T21:55:00.009+08:00

Next time, there will be no next time

I don't know why almost everyday i wear pink?

Haha ok btw.
This morning i woke up as early at 8am on a Sunday!
Dad drop me off over at my cousin place @ Bedok.
I had this really funny convo with my parents.
but nothing to share here.

K den. when i open my cousin bedroom door, i ran and jump on her!!
Den i hug her and give her a morning kiss.
Sweet kan akuu? Hehe.

Ohh her friend were there too.
And so, i watch this moviee..
Sorority Row while waiting for them to freshen up.

And so, i was like a mother there because our parents are out till 1pm.
I call up Mac delivery and we had MacDonald for breakfast.
After dhat, her friend Ardini left.

After eating, yeah i feeeeeel so tired and sleepy.
I jumps on her bed and i doze off beside my cousin, Khayli.
Yupp i did!

I got a weird dream just now when doze off at my cousin place.
Or i shall say, DEJAVU. hehe
And off, i slept for almost 4 hours.
See how tired i was. Kesian~

Home sweet home.
And now, im opening my braid hair.

And B T W.
Can i get a Neck pierce ?
I want it so badly, seriously.

boom mampos kau

2010-07-17T22:47:00.003+08:00

I think i'm falling for you.

2nd post.

YOOOO!! I da balik.
Just now dinner at Sakura over at Clementi.
Woots, until the restaurant already closed.
Perot da nk meletop ni, any moment.
Now home sweet home.

Gonna wash up and off to sleep.
Tmrw breakfast with Khayli..
Gonna surprise her at her crib when she is sleeping.
I am so sweet!

Love eu all !

L.A

2010-07-17T18:02:00.003+08:00

when u look me in the eyes
and tell me that eu love me
everythings alright.

Lawa kan my bro nye cap, bcoz it's pink!
I think he just bought it. hehe!
Mampos kalau dier tau aku post ni gambar. hehe.

Tengok muke bacen tuh, baru balik keje.

Now work is very very boring!
because all the gereks people don't have already.
I am left with Ani and Nurul
Of course there are more but these are the ones im close with.
Bohooo, feel like werqing lesser now. :(

Ok bye nak mandi.
Nak kluar! Hehe.

jangan sebok

2010-07-05T20:47:00.009+08:00

All i want to say today is,
BACK TO SCHOOOOOL !!

Didn't expect first day to b so tiring.
But still, i neither can sleep early nor i can reach school on time.
So, what the heck right.

Ok now.

Pictures below are from My Big sister 21st Birthday party @ Ecp.
Pictures not in order but still, more in fb :)

Brother in law, big sister and 1st daughter.

Me shooting gun at Khayli

Big sister 2nd daughter, Aleena

Big sister 1st daughter, Aliesa

My big sister!

Me & Alice.

we play cards!

Big sister and me. (not the opposite)

smile people!

Big sister 21st birthday cake! cute right :)

family

Big sister again!

Me and Khayli

I WANNA WATCH THE TWILIGHT SAGA, ECLIPSE AGAIN &AGAIN!
Yes because, Jacob is totally hooottteeerrr than Edward.

NAK JACOB BLACK/TAYLOR LAUTNER PLEASE?

frolickinggud

2010-07-01T19:59:00.008+08:00

Hey peeeople!!!

All this picture is taken last Sunday!
Family day bebehh, i suke!

All we do was, have lunch at Changi Village.
And den we walk around TM & T1.

While everyone had ice-cream.
I had yogurt @ frolick.

And we took like so many samples of minute maid orange juice.
each person took two cups at every station.
There's 5 station i think. Lol.
And i think we did that two times.
Sooooooodaaaap! Haha.

Enjoy th pictures ;)

Ohh and now, i feel like it's a trend huh.
Kite-flying. See kites everywhere.

Love eu all :)

lwm

2010-06-28T20:54:00.004+08:00

Maybe some pretty girls are in your world
Excuse me, I could also be your girl

Hey people.

I am currently very very happy.
Yes i am, cuz.... er how do i explain this.
Well, 3 down 5 more to go ?
Go figure ;)

Ohh, I saw this Cadbury Dairy milk Hazelnuts.
Ahh, drooling right now but i don't know why i didnt take it and eat.
Oh my, mayb tomorrow.

I am so very tired today, i don't know why.
Feel so restless.
And tmrw, i got werq.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Tuesday - werq.
Wednesday - werq and den go out at night.
Thursday - werq.
Friday - werq.
Saturday - shopping.
Sunday - big sister birthday pit.

And i still have to worry abt next week.
I heard, school is going to reopen but i got no idea when.
I got a very big feeling it is next week.
Class of FI1004A, please let me know.
Oh my.

And before i end,
i just wanna upload this killer heels for showing.
Gonna get those! So fierce *faint*

Love eu all.

LGMH

2010-06-25T02:21:00.002+08:00

El Wanna share!!
Saw this at facebook.
LOVE GIVES ME HOPE.

JAKE ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM when I was 5. I said yes, but once we were 6 our parents explained we had to wait until we were 11 to date. On my 11th Birthday, at 12am, Jake texted me asking me out. He proposed to me again 9 years later. We're getting married tomorrow.

Oh myy, true love!
NAKK JUUGAAAAAKKKKK! haha.

So random ok bye.

Craving for shoes!!!!

2010-06-22T22:14:00.010+08:00

Tis is not my shoes!

*Suda terangzzza!!!

Yabaadabbadoooo

2010-06-21T23:14:00.002+08:00

Elna will update reeeaaall soon.
Keep smilling :D

i just need somebody to love

2010-06-20T21:51:00.004+08:00

This is not Justin Bieber new song.
But this is his new music video just release a few days ago.
Check it Out yaw!!

Somebody to love - Justin Bieber Feat Usher

Feel like dancing along to the movesss. fake! Lol.
Just sharing, cus this is my current favourite right now.
Happy listening *winks

whats up with me and song

2010-06-18T01:10:00.003+08:00

NEVER SAY, NEVER ;D

i own this

2010-06-16T11:11:00.003+08:00

U-G-L-Y you aint got no alibi so why you constantly up in my mix?
U-G-L-Y better find yourself another guy cuz chica please believe I own this!!!

rescue me

2010-06-12T22:18:00.006+08:00

Hello babyboys and babygirls !
Elna here.

It's Saturday today and i hate it, bcuz im not going out.

Btw, i have werq just now in the morning and den got a surprised pick up by Big sister and Bro-in-law. Haha! Actually kan? I already tap in and waiting for my train at the platform when my sis call me up and say she's right in front of my shop. So i tap out back!

They send me home.
And then get ready i follow mum to Tampiness, got wedding thingy.
Omg, the deco was damn niceeeeeeee!! But its abit dark from outside.
But seriously, it is so very nice. I suke :D
Pink and purple theme.
Dad sent us home.

When i'm home, i went crazy!!
I want to go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND THIS IS WHAT I CALL SHIOK SENDIRI.
and also, this is what happen when i'm at home.

Ohhhhhhh, eu know?
this very few days, i keep eating ice-cream!
and searching for chocolates. Tsktsk.

Right now, im eating Silver Queen chocolates.
Can't find it in singapore. :D

And now, i nak Ice-Cream !!!

Ok ok, i am going to stop this post here before i start talking more about food.
Like... i want to eat Pizza hut? And Nasi lemak at Changi village? Or maybe Botak jones?
Ahhh, eu see!! Peragai b.g please. Aiyoo! hehe!
Tmrw Sunday, going to Airport. Update soon! :D
Love eu all.

nak jugak

2010-06-07T22:00:00.004+08:00

coming soon.
oh my, i'm already on holiday mood.

i wanna let him know

2010-06-05T01:57:00.002+08:00

" If u shud eva find someone new, I know he betta be good to u. "

Bye, nak sleep.

beautiful soul

2010-06-03T12:53:00.006+08:00

Eye candy.

Hello people. Yesterday went to Library to revise.
Hard to believe, me too.
Oh but me &Zara had lunch at Pastamania.
Perut da maen lagu hindustan.

Den after that, we go jalan2.
We buy ice cream.
I buy shoe. N Fizah join us!

Den we crazy2, take picture slack, laugh2.
Den go home.

Ok bye, got werq later.
Love eu all, tag please. :D

say what

2010-05-31T21:13:00.008+08:00

Ok, El nak update about last week.

Friday
Went to Singapore Flyer again, oh so bored.

tuuhhhh, muke i da bored. -_____-

Saturday
Visit Wan at N.U.H in the morning
went to Zack's birthday party.

Sunday
Zooo with family.
Spend like 7 hours with family!

And today!
MONDAY

When i was in class, got this budak pendek call me tau.
Den he was shouting, i mean talking loudly (bcoz nk act garang uh dpn kwn dier hehe)
While me, i was talking really really really softly and this convo still made me laugh till now.
Some sort like this la, not exact sngat.

Him: Asal cakap pelan2? Cakap gangster.
Me: Gangster uh ni (padahal voice still very soft)

Only this part je, i wanna share.
Yang laen tk boleh sharee, orang dier pon! NOT. haha!

As usual, more revision texting in class n holiday coming!
Weeeeeeeeeee!

Ok bye, just a short update.
More zoo's photo @ fb.
Love ya!

eu lah

2010-05-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

EU JAHAT, I BENCI !

i wanted to say

2010-05-26T18:37:00.004+08:00

And I know I never told you
That I love you
Now its all too late. . .

It's been two days since we didn't have a proper day in class.
I want school now, don't disturb my holiday please?

Tmrw is Thursday.
Means, work!
And no school on Friday!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Ok lah, yesterday had Napha test.
Start at 8 in the morning, did our 5 stations first.
And den started 2.4km right after dhat.
Hav eu seen mcpherson field? Gosh!
7 rounds of it okay!

Den finish around 10plus.
Me and the girls take a showerr.
den heard that class was cancel, wtf?!
so we meet the advisor and told her we still want class as per normal because we don't want to make up or postpone to any Fridays eu see.
So, class as per normal even some already went back home.
So ya, ended up only go revision for half an hour den go home.

and today, i went to Marina Bay Sands for the Imagine cup.
Microsoft competition or something.
den go back to sch, didn't turn up for class so meet cuteguy and went home.

Ok lah bye.
Don't know what to write already.
I'm tired, my legs are cramp thanks to the napha.
and for not running for a long time.

it's 7.01pm now.
and i guess better be in bed soon.
Nights love!

just for fun

2010-05-20T10:31:00.004+08:00

I text eu, eu don't text back. I feel stupid.

Tsktsk, i'm in class now.

Random kan?

Ok bye.

i wanna let him know

2010-05-19T23:57:00.003+08:00

Guess what?
Just now i received a call saying, they saw my eye candy wf someone else.
Don't know if it's true or he just tryin to make me feel bad.
But what if it's true, feel so dumb whenever i bump into eu.

I don't even know if he read my blog.

Okkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
Yeah, tmrw is Thursday.
Means Friday no school, so fast right?

But i got werq tmrw. Bahh!
Suddenly don't feel like werqing, oh wait but i want.
Bcuz tmrw is one of the staff last day and i get to do closing with him.
Yay! Confirm kecoh one, kena bully.

Oh, today was supposed to go out wf my girls.
Abeh cancel, den they wanna watch tmrw but i can't.
Plan kay, den update.

Ahhh, this is so late.
Goodnight!

nak bilang ke tak

2010-05-18T21:37:00.003+08:00

Takes time to love ♥
Do you know eu make me smile just by texting?
:)

Second post of the day.
Haha, random la. I'm bored.

My friend wrote this in her fb.
I think it's pretty cool ah.

NEVER give a boy a new chance after he broke you heart, even if he says the sweetest things. Cause the only reason he's saying those sweetest words, is because it didn't work out with the other girl on his other hand.

And like i say, i don't know to believe or not.
I belum pro dalam bahase lelaki. :D
So eu guys tell me is it's true?

School was as per normal. Had test just now.
Woah, i tried my best, try my vry best not to open the book and cheat. Haha!
No snw today, cuz nxt week napha test. Grr!

Tmrw, merayap day!
Everyday also go out sey.
Nak tengok movie pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Ah this week schedule.
Monday - School till 5pm.
Tuesday - School till 3pm.
Wednesday - School till 3pm.
Thursday - School till 4 and off to werq!
Friday - No school but got werq!
Saturday - Werq 12 - 6pm.
Sunday - Family day ♥

Ok bye, it's 10.12pm.
Means? Bedtime.

Goodnight people!
TAG TAG TAG, please.

sekolah

2010-05-18T20:50:00.001+08:00

Weekdays -Busy with school.
Bye! 

tu pon nak bilang

2010-05-16T14:41:00.005+08:00

EDITED.

O-M-G.
Time check, 2.42pm.
It's Sunday!
Everyone is getting ready except for me. hehe.
I'm still in my pj's and unbath and still updating blog.

Ok bye, nak mandi.

Pls tag, mcm dusty gitu tagboard.
Ma kasih (Y)

OK i da mandi, da nk kluar pon.

PEACE OUT.

go figure

2010-05-15T23:09:00.006+08:00

When I saw you over there
I didnt mean to stare
But my mind was everywhere
I wanna know you

Seriously, our eyes keep meeting but i was too scared to respond.
Eu look like a guy who hurt girls heart.
How ah eye candy?

Hey.

I really don't know what to update.
Life have been so far so not good.
I GOT NO LIFE SIA.

Seriously, school werq school werq.
Macam what only!

And it's not that i don't like it.
I love it la sey, lagy2 got eye candy in front at werq.
den school, classmate start to talk n take picture all dhat stuff.
Mcm best gitu lor! haha.

Haha. My imaginary cookie cakes.
Yes, first attempt.
Alittle bad but got room for improvement :D

Pay lambat sey, i nak shopping bnyk2.
Nak rase 1,350$ lagi please. hhaha!

On wednesday, i skip school because i went to Graduation @ Ite simei.
Seriously. Sakit hati sey datang!
The only reason that i wanted to go for the grads it's because i wanted to see my classmate for the last tyme sia, dissapointed.
But only 11 people turn up!

Yesterday, 14 May.
Jp and Lot1 Staff went Bowling, i didn't join.
I work like 10hours and got 1hour break but i didn't go and eat.
This girl crazy wanna get smack for nothing!
After closing rush to Serangoon to sent stuff.
Was riding and it started to rain, tiny drops on my helmet but i didn't get wet.
Ard midnight reach home den it poured really heavily, lucky already at home.
Hahah, ok the motive i write all this is.
Mmhh, i went riding instead of bowling? HAHA.

Ok lah, tmrw Sunday.
Hopefully Healthy Sunday or Movie Sunday, or maybe
Stay at home on Sunday.

Goodnight

because i want to

2010-05-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

I NEED A HUG.

DejaVu

2010-04-25T21:20:00.003+08:00

HELLO HI.

Haha, today is Sunday.
No Healthy Sunday today, busy preparing for Naiya's 5th birthday party next week.
Cuz mummy will b werqing on weekdays den saturday sometimes werq sometimes never werq. So we only left wif this week to find the stuff we need, like order cake etc.

So tired. The whole day run here run there.
Go marsling den back home den Yishun den woodlands den woodland loop.
Now home sweet home.
Tmrw hav to report to school at 8.30 in front of the customer service.
Hopefully we get in [:

Oh talking about birthday party.
I also volunteer to make a kebab fruit on dhat day since i learnt hospitality course during secondary school. So why waste the skill..
CCheeeyyyyy! Haha. joking.

It's 9.41pm.
Going to sleep now, sleepy already.
Goodnights [;

And i would really hoping to see girlfriends there., really!
dhat is the only wish i ~~want~~ need right now.
cuz dhat is the only day we will get to be together.

i wanna know you

2010-04-24T12:24:00.005+08:00

When I saw you over there
I didn't mean to stare
but my mind was everywhere
I wanna know you

will update again after weekends, it's gonna b a great one.
Btw, monday i hav to report to McPherson campus.
If it's confirm i might b a schoolgirl again ;)

See eu soon (Y)

Sundae on Sunday!

2010-04-19T21:52:00.003+08:00

18 April 2010

It's Sunday. So it's Healthy Sunday for my family.
Always go to ecp for cycling or just chillax at the beach.
For me, i choose cycling :)

Uhuhh! New watch, new slippers! Yay!
After that, of course i ask my favourite cousin to join too.

Had breakfast cum lunch. Super duper hungry.
Had cinnamon melts and Hot fudge Sundae !
Wooooo, nice sweet thangs on a sunny sunday. :)

And of course, hammocking.
Love it. So relaxing. just like a swing.
Sleeping on a swing.. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

And then when eu got in the vehicle, it rainnn!
Thanked god we are already otw to my cousin place for dinner.

Ok bye.
Tag please.

Will update soon!

what starts there, end there

2010-04-16T15:33:00.009+08:00

15 April 2010.

Yesterday i made plans wf Tikie sayang to town.
Yes, weird. Town on a weekdays but dosen't feel like a weekdays at all. haha!

Ferst thing ferst.
Meet up wf her at Somerset mrt. Den we went dinner ferst.
Of course, she was craving for Creamy chicken while I can't say No to me favourite makan place.
We settle down at Pastamania, Far east.

Yums2, after filling our stomach wf creamy stuff. We continue with our shopping.
I ♥ SHOPPING !
Who doesn't right? Haha, ask tikie. I am uncontrollable. HAHA!

Did drop by to gf workplace for awhile. Yay dapat hug shidot!
And i see alot of familiar faces.

After shopping from far east all the way to ion.
We sat at Ben &Jerry's for dessert. Yums!

All my shopping, look small but trust me, go look inside the bags.

The necklace i bought. I don't really wear necklace.
Got to find time to wear it. haha.

Soooooo, i spent almost S$130 for my shopping.
Not satisfied. I want more!
Please plan a second date ok.
Save more, shop even more!! Hahas.

All the best to eu on your first day of werq alright.
and thanks for the day!
Love ya tikie.

Hugs&Kisses

lalalandd

2010-04-13T23:43:00.002+08:00

Gonna sleep now.
Don't know why the hell am i updating. Hehe!
Please tag..

Goodnights ;)

hello hello baby

2010-04-10T03:11:00.004+08:00

HI HI HELLOOO!

So if eu get to read the previous post, good for eu.
If not, it's ok. Ask me to put it up again will ya? ;)

Oh man, hand very itchy. i can't wait to go out next week. I think i'm going crazy!
Who cares about anything else when eu already gotten the best. Hehe!

I have been working, i don't know why but i lioke!
More work den only shop at the end of the month.
Sapp, Satisfied habes !

Ohh, eu know what?
I miss going to school.
Yeah, i go and view every school photo in my folder.
Thanks ey itchy hand. Jibai. Hehe!

Ey suddenly my right palm hand itchy.
Wonder who wants to give me money. Blueek!
K random.

Hmpff, elna so sleepy now.
Just now after werq went to Admiralty Macd to eat cuz i haven't get a proper meal for freaking two days and just now was a bad start. Having food at midnight. Tsk tsk!
Ytd and Today nvr get to catch bed in time. No good!
The time now is, 3.37am.

Gonna catch some sleep.
Nights sleepheads.
I love you!

I NAK MY BABYY PLEASEEEE !!

flying baby

2010-04-02T21:55:00.012+08:00

GOOD FRIDAY IS SPENT WITH FAMILY !

Yupyup, we went to the Singapore flyer today.. Poor thang, that my big sister wanted to come with us but she had to give birth yesterday. It's okay, we take eu there when eu "lepas hari".
So yah, 13 people yaw!

More photo's at fb!
will upload soon. hehe!

After the flyer, we took bus 960 to KKHospital to visit my Big sister.
Yupyup, look at that baby.. her face is just so cute, like the size of my bro-in-law fist.

People might be wondering about her name..
we do have a name for her but we just not sure of the spelling. :))

But it will go something like. .
EL-LINA ?
A-LINA ?
This is just the pronounce okay!!

A picture of Big sister 2nd precious babygirl..
just 1 day old.. Awwww~

And now, let's sleep.
Might have some plan tmrw or just sit home and wait for Big sister to come over :))

Nights love
And do tag please.

ride

2010-03-31T16:34:00.003+08:00

I'm bored.
Yes, b to the o to the r to the e to the d.
what what~

I fetch lil sister from school just nw, and we went to the shop to buy junk food. And now she's feeding me endlessly even when i say i don't want it anymore.

Currently, i'm multi-tasking.(?) , really.

1. Chatting on msn
2. Listening to songs from iTunes
3. Teaching lil sista with her homework
4. Fbing..

Hahaha, and i can still have the cheek to say i'm bored.
wth elna!

MUMMY COME HOME QUICK !!

colour colour paint nails

2010-03-23T17:57:00.005+08:00

Hey, how eu all doing? I'm feeling gooood !

I'm bored, cause i got no work today and nobody is at home.
Mummy is at work, lil sister is schooling, brother werqing, daddy werqing, big sister at her husband haus. Gahh! I am so bored right now!

Oh ya plus that, i am hungry!
I need food.

I want to munch munch munch !

Oh ya and on top of that.

I WANT GO SWIMMING !

Ok lah i want go take a shower so at least i can feeling-feeling i was a the pool.
Tag me peopleee :)

miss me, call me

2010-03-17T02:33:00.002+08:00

BE RIGHT BACK !

Love euu! XOXO

long story

2010-03-04T22:06:00.003+08:00

This post is a healing post for me, because it is the post where I am going to say,
“Sorry, but I’m not falling for that guilt trap again.”

I want this, eu also want that.
I like this, eu also like that.
I buy this, eu also buy that.
Now, I like this guy, eu also want to sebok2 like him.

WTF GIRL, WHAT THE FCUK !
*show middle finger

dedicated to a girl who should ~~probably~~ get a life, bitch!

imyb

2010-03-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

When i think of eu, i could cry
:'(

guess who's back

2010-03-01T21:14:00.003+08:00

Do eu know dhat right now i am free from attachment already?
Means i can blog again !

Hello world..!

Alot of things happen when im away, i mean i attend to alot of event during my off day and such even if its not my offday i still go out at night and go to work in the morning. Hehe!

Omg i seriously don't know where to start but i will update starting abt tmrw.
Btw, i am doing babysitting now, yes babysitting my own blood small sister bcuz mummy have start werq just now.

So yah, i am wondering when i can start werqing in F.A ?
Mummy asked me to quit b t w.

I don't know.

replay

2010-01-06T21:24:00.003+08:00

PEACE BEBEH !

Elna will be away for 2months cause she is on sch attachment.
Follow me @ either Twitter or Fb.

Mwwaaaahhhhhss..!

Oh ya! look at my new web-cam and the previous web-cam below. My skin turns darker seyy! Too much sun-tanned until like overcooked already. Haha! Happy what! Nothing wrong. ok bye! :)

pieces of me

2009-12-30T21:20:00.005+08:00

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one

So today is my last day of werq, i mean not last day as in really last day but i took 2 months leave from werq cause im starting my attachment next week.

I can't stop thinking about how some friends could really be backstabbing me from the back. Like serious shyt, how could eu be so royal to me, act as if eur some kind of an angel but at the back eur are trying to be me. Hmm, babygirl eu are just like the song Everything she do is like me, from the head to her feet like. she trynna talk like me trynna walk like me. Lagi this one, trynna get all the boys ~~in the club~~ like me..
Easy said, Everything she be is like me, trynna imitate me but too bad!

I'm not trying to ruin our friendship eventho is about to come to a year but eu already spoilt it when eu make your move. Think what eu did, am i hurting eu now? Oh wells, eu already hurt me right from the start!

I don't want to talk about this ok.
I'm gonna act as if nothing happen unless eu really want to talk about it!

Werq as fun, but i think i got a stalker.
He came yesterday and today, looking for me. I don't even know who the hell he is. Hmm, but i appreciate it cuz he at least show himself la kan. Haha!

Btw, im gonna miss crazy cookie monster crew!

Ok bye, won't be updating for awhile.
Follow me on tweet or fb :)

i need to go somewhere to rest all my worries away..

kau yang bawa ku terbang

2009-12-29T13:01:00.003+08:00

Tell me eur back for good and nvr leave me again please?

Omg, this picture is so the random cuz i can see i got brown eyes!
Nyahahahaha~

Ok joking. Btw life is good for now, really good but i tynk imma get hurt again real soon. must prepare some jiwengz song to listen to already. Hopefully not la.
Miracle miracle

Omg, 2009 is coming to an end soon.
And im werqing 3 days straight from yesterday all the way tmrw.
After dhat 2months break bcoz of attachment.

Ok lah, i really got nothing to update.
Gonna get ready to go werq now.
Mwahh people!

Oh tagboard is dead!
TAG PUHLEASSSE !

girlfriends<3

2009-12-26T17:22:00.001+08:00

Having a sleepover now with girlfriends!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

kawan is kawan

2009-12-21T22:03:00.005+08:00

Girl, eur just like th others
I think im gonna disappear forever
have eu realize your mistake yet?

letme know

I'M BORED.
tired of dramas.